The kettle whispers on the stove, I don’t put the whistle
down because I like to keep the water hot for pouring over my stovetop espresso
to make Americanos in the morning. It’s the easiest way to keep hot water
around when one does not have a standard drip coffee maker. That whisper makes
me think of yoga, the gentle seeping of yoga into my life, subtly reminding me
to head to the mat before my days begins, Except that right now, I do not need
gentle reminder, I need a sharp piercing whistle to send me running from the
shower or closet to snatch the screaming kettle off the stove and hurl me onto
my mat. I need a steamy, reckless love affair with yoga. I need to be swept off
on a weeklong rendezvous with a sweaty pulsing vinyasa get away.
I spent the last year in an amazing Teacher Train course at
Tejas Yoga in Chicago’s bustling South Loop. It was an amazing year; steeped in
the teachings of Hatha yoga under two of the most inspiring teachers I have meet,
James Tennant and Jim Bennitt. Trust me, if you find yourself in Chicago take
the time to go visit their studio! The thing I love most about my teachers is
how subtly they integrate yoga into your life. You never once feel like you are
being told how to do or feel about yoga; “My intention is not to make you feel
the way I do about yoga. My intention is to be a support system for you to
discover what yoga means to you” James Tennant says. But his enthusiasms is infectious and even
without meaning to simple things like making coffee and washing your face in
the morning seem to take on a yogic style. So the past year has been just that
for me, feeling, accepting, and noticing yoga in everything I do. Marveling at
the subtleties and smiling as I engage mulabandha while push my lawn mower up
an incline. It’s a gift you can’t really describe and I am grateful for the
experience but now I need something different.
I need a Shiva Rea, a yogi who practically burst with joy
and love when she teaches vinyasa flow. Like Shiva Rea I need to sway my hips
over the mat, let my arms dance wide expanding my heart, I need to feel my
heart beat along with beats dropped my MC Yogi and DJ Drez. I need to dance in
my yoga out on the grass under the summer sun and sweat out all linger winter
introspection. In my head I hear the words of poets like Rumi and Rilke who
dove so deep into the love of God and Nature that words tumble out of them
soaked in awe. I need to whirl like a dervish inside and let my limbs move
through asanas like wind just before a summer storm. And the best part of this
longing for wild love type yoga? It’s out there! Yoga is there to fit into any
size need you have. It’s out here to envelope you in whatever kind of shape you
are in. and it is out there to shimmy up beside you and dance like no one is
watching!
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